Today is a enjoyable day afterall. Saw ... on the bus again, so coincidence, every time see, hmmm. & after today Prayer Meet & Service, i really feel very renewed. Teaching also impacted me a lot. There is something for us to change in our life, we are always struggling in that particular area, but it always fail as well. For me, i know and i know that the area i am struggling is shouting at my parents, always when i am tired or i experience something unhappy outside, i will let in out on my parents/sibling, after i shouted and i went back to my room, i will have this mindset or thought that "Shit, I did it again. Whats wrong with me?". Thus, i really hope i am able to change and transform this area in my life to a even better one, who has not fallen short of what God expects. So i need something supernatural, which is God. We need God in the picture, definitely. I don't mind writing this particular area of my life openly, in my blog. Because i think there's nothing to hide, i don't want to be a hypocrite like any other. Not pin-pointing at any one of you, don't be so sensitive. (:
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In addition to, today i told my Dad i will reached home before 930pm, then i reached home before 9pm, happy that i was able to meet my goal, and what my Dad expects of me. I believe my Dad is very happy that i keep to my word today, thus even now when its going to be 10pm, he still let me use the computer. What my sister is indeed right, my father is a reasonable person, as long as we do what he expects of us, he will definitely let us do the things we want to. Really hope i will and can really obey what my parents tell me to do, following which from today onwards. Hope that i can really grow in the particular area in my life. (:
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Oh yeah, and Chinese New Year Service is coming, really hope that VWestC will have a breakthrough 20, and as a whole VWestC like what Christine Ong say, we will breakthrough 70, which means 20 converts. Really hope that i will have faith, and believe that BPGH will grow, the old has gone, the new has come. People leave, people come. But i believe those people that come are definitely better, not don't care about the ones who leave, but its better to let them decide and make their own choice if they really want to leave. Because ultimately God is in control. (: We are just people who God use as well. Another thing, i hope that when people give me feedback, i will really take in and not reject the advicer. Because if we reject the advicer, we are also rejecting the advice as well, and the "advicer" might never come back to advice us anymore. Hope that i can really be humble everywhere i go. & one sentence Preacher Daniel said today also struck me hard, "Kept on pursuing even when life got tough. When you go on the journey, you will definitely encounter some problems. Life is not a bed of roses.". Life is really tough as now i am in Secondary 4, and i am taking Os this year, but for me and MY, it will be different, we are doing it with God, God is the ultimate giver as well, if and only if we asked for it. BPGH will grow, definitely, will have visitors and even converts. I believe that will have visitors thus i am going to prepare my testimony. (: & yes, CNY coming, means money $$$ and food also coming, yay! :D Waiting for sister to bring my nougurt back from Australia and also some souvenirs perhaps. Hope that she will see this post. She never tag me one lo. :(